Quagmire of Love

by Low Temperature Civics

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1.
I took a valium to sort out the kitchen had some sort of vision what everything has in common it was a little brief a little curt a little wine upon my shirt won my attention double fluro strips in the cosmetics aisle limerence permitting you to smoke inside memory reduced to gradients of light sun I’ve been trying to determine a point in you I want to find a certain moment and take some residue or is it refuge? I don’t know I want to find that point where a thought is incomplete the synapse has clicked but the message is still in between its departure point and the point where it is received I want to press myself against that tiny pause I want to give it form emotional frottage I took a valium to sort out the kitchen but I left the dishes I couldn’t stomach them mobile starred listings of houses to rent and all of the dead skin that I shed from my scalp to the place where you slept sun in a half unpacked living room I address a melancholic giggle to you because it sure is sobering to have mazzy star preempting exactly what I’m thinking the feelings not specific but your zig zag linen and the window we’d sit half in smoking or arguing your dull carpet and the rules of the house a shared toothbrush the inside of your mouth your Qantas pyjamas your carnal blunder all of these I put under hope sandaval’s trite chorus and I said simple songs yeah they’re always better she said so write write something simpler and I owe it to her but I’m stuck I’m stuck in the kitchen barely existing not trusting my friends only minor things reduced to fetishising petty observations reduced to dissecting their fraught connections  like weather balloons and children gone at two houses to rent and dandruff I’ve dispensed cosmetics sections and puppy love affection it’s like nothing is in its rightful place  and everything refuses to be arranged  I need a weight that you contain well I miss the boring motions the quagmire of love
2.
Oysters 04:39
I’ve had a will to circumvent my stale penchant to grandstand without relent but like translating the dance of the bees to complement a language of tongues lips and teeth  there’s a nuance in the choreography that sends a message I can’t receive and I know I know the language  I know the language but not what it reads like linen cupboard secrets  and recycling bin poetry  I know the diagnoses but not what it needs I’ve been wishing on shucked oyster shells like oceanic love-me love-me-not petals I’ve been trying to let the details inhabit themselves but the lure in the correspondence between distinct worlds has got me cataloguing myself out of the known universe  and onto the shelf that’s littered with the names we use to comfort ourselves just as I neglect the crux of the form that tells me where the honeys coming from  and the direction of the sun  I disregard my companions
3.
Bed Springs 08:18
Rain in my coffee this morning  a banana and wine in my stomach this evening my furniture arranged and sheets hung between them the canopies they make aren’t drying I sit and wait and bemoan our timing or the annals of love the concrete they’re inscribed in distance has been growing more obtuse I’m cleaning my room as a tribute to you trying to manifest changes that don’t belong in a room misunderstanding is a means of communion the easing of grief feels like substitution misunderstanding is a means of communion  the easing of grief it feels like Michaels been begging for a major progression Luis wants a chorus or at the very least a hook and Lesley thinks the last songs a touch vitriolic but I’m not sure if it’s fear of repetition or if my vanity needs a perch where it might be mistook for genius or fact and not the cause of attrition here I am constantly undermining my songs by pointing to their inner workings but if I discard all my tropes and deflections all that’s in focus is that he’s on her bed springs

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released August 16, 2019

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